ya in continuation...ya i was devastated i did not know what to react or how to react i left that job of mine again ....i started going here there to survive and that time i realized the value of monetary power...which i didn't had that time god everyone must be thinking what happened next ..incidentally i met a prince(name withdrawn) i did not know how i got so much attached with him..but yes he made my world upside down..he made me realized i have right to laugh too,he realized to live for own and not to care about what people think..most importantly he made me believe that even i have right to live in one line "he made me LIVE" he came as CHARMER,he is a BREEZE he made me fly on his path but as said the term breeze he is not constant ...he "IS" a prince who can just take care of his subjects and cant live with one...though this prince flew me away i never realized how my 6 months passed .i think of him as ILLUSION..i know he can never be my reality..though i crave that he becomes mine...he really helped this lone girl a lot in the lone city ...he will definitely be my PRINCE all my life whom i can never forget .....BUT SURELY HE WILL..

Today i will share my experience of the past few months that i have stayed in the city..I am not for this city i guess..sometimes i feel sad some times i feel elated.As sometimes i feel like i am breathing talking expressionless feeling less human being who has no soul inside ..I started this blog in a very pious manner but today after a year i guess when i sat down to write this blog i felt i am not the same person who i used to be when i first came here i was extremely innocent and has nothing to do with the world but now i feel that everything is with the world only..the society the people every other thing is related with each other..i joined a company in December i worked but alas i could not continue ..because of the chairman he tried to grab a piece of me as i was lone,when i joined the second company out of compulsion i again could not continue a man of 60 years fell in love with me as i was his line of interest !!!!!!i was devastated...........